Life is going steady, or rather, I'd learned to "deal with it" and not let the little things bother me over the course of the day. I've also grown to be more distant and a bit indifferent about things that don't matter to me. Honestly, part of me thought it was rather rude, but the other part said it is totally fine. I can't please everybody, and being too nice sure can backfire. I thought a lot about friendships, about life, about my goals, about where I want my life to go, a lot a lot of difficult questions and the more I think about them, the more I feel pressured and depressed... so I told myself, whatever. Life is to be enjoyed. It is a journey. And I found my lifelong goal: Jesus. So, I stopped questioning and searching and harassing myself. In real life, I am still a little socially awkward, but I am not feeling hatred towards myself to be that way. Afterall, God created me as an unique being, no other duplicates, fakes, clones, whatever you name it. So what if my life isn't as perfect as I'd hoped? I still live, and am allowed one more day to go on. It's a great blessing in itself, isn't it? In fact, I'm not perfect, nobody is. But I'm living as best as my flawed self could, walking in the Light of the Lord.
WHO AM I?
By: Casting Crowns
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